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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Currently Playing
Pretty Hate Machine
By Nine Inch Nails
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- Only Time

HAPPY BELATED B-DAY TO SARAH AND CLAIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this was supposed to be posted yesterday but i didnt get around to it. i did call claire tho and leave her a dorky message and i squeaked for sarah as soon as i saw her haha love you girls soooooo much. and yay sarah got DDR and claire got a digital cam!!! w00t. aright bros and babes. i'm out. peace!

~EM~

oh and btw. EVERYONE MUST COMMENT ON MINE AND THE YUENS JOINT XANGA OR ELSE I WILL NOT BE YOUR FRIEND. only comment once tho and eprop us......we're going for the max comments. here it is www.xanga.com/twin_punx  thanks!


Thursday, April 28, 2005

HAHAHAHAHAH OMG -cracks up- aright the last entry was my history notes for our quiz today.....i posted them on my xanga so that i could get them to my regular computer to print them off, cause the computer i'm on now doesnt have email. and i just forgot to delete that post, and now i'm just too lazy and i think its funny anyway hahha. thanks for the comment the YUEN!!!! -cracks up- peace bros

~EM~


Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Battle of Fredericksburg, VA: Dec. 11-13, 1862

-        Lee brings in troops, © takes Heights on 12/11

o      (U) bombs city on 13th, then crosses river to advance into city (Fred. on M’s H.)

o      (U) launches 14 separate assaults on ©, but (U)  could NOT reach © line

-        Gibbons takes on Jackson and fails

-        The Irish Brigade (young/patriotic Irishmen) is sent to the stone wall and are slaughtered

-        9,000 (U) soldiers fall on the 13th

o      Overall 12,600 (U) soldiers die

o      5,300 © soldiers

-        (U) retreats    

Emancipation Proclamation

            -3 reasons for conception-

·        Huge [U] losses [Shiloh & Antietam]

o       Lives have to be lost for greater purpose, not just for economy, money

·        Abolitionist & radical republican pressure

o       Wanted [C] to feel pain of war via loss of property [slaves]

·        European influence

o       Did not support slaveryàif north claims it is abolitionist area, by default, the countries must support north

o       $ or greater good?

Proclamationà2 big things

  1. slaves are free
  2. US recognizes rebellion of some states

Results

  1. was becomes moral crusade for union
    1. crusade of principle for [C]
  2. renews spirit to fight for north
  3. many blacks join [u] army
  4. when [u] pushes into [c] landsàslaves flee to [u] lines
    1. [U] goes southàslaves find out about proclamationàgo to [u] lines=free
    2. [c]:you have no right to impose laws on us, we are our own country
  5. DCàadopts compensated emancipation
    1. Slaves wishing to come free would gain freedom, but masters would be compensated for worth

 

Role of Blacks in Union Army

  • After emancipation proclamationè200,000 free and fugitive blacks join army
    • 150,000 join quartermaster [supplies] & engineering corp
    • commanded by white officers
    • paid less
    • lived in segregated quarters
    • at end of war=23 blacks earn Congressional Medal of Honor
      • for extreme acts of bravery on the part of others

 

Union Conscription March 1863

  • could hire substitute
  • ages 18-35
  • could buy yourself out of draft for $300
  • 3yr draft
  • got bounty-lump sum of $1500 for 3yr enlistment
  • bounty jumping-enlist, desert, enlist again somewhere else, desertàget $$ each time you enlist
  • leads to series of riotsà4 days
    • “Draft Riots” –July 1863, larges riots, in NYC
    • war discriminated against poor b/c wealthy people could by themselves out of serving
    • riots are suppressed, conscription continues

 

Role of Women During the War

Women in the North-war didn’t COMPLETELY change their lives

  • continued to work in factories, operated machines
  • worked on farms, taking responsibility
    • accustomed to working long hours
  • [not new ideas in North]

Women in South

  • originally “headed up” household of slaves, but usually more of a figurehead
  • during waràrunning plantations
  • women on small farms: plowing, harvesting, planting
  • manufacturing=on homefront, producing own clothing
  • take on jobs outside the home
    • gov’t clerks, etc.
    • factory workers in munitions factories
  • accompany husbands on field
    • helping them more as equals
  • spies
    • Belle Boyd
    • Rose Greenhow [prominent in DC society]
    • Disguised themselves and fought
    • Goes against expectations
  • Idea of southern belle is gone

Development of Field Hospital

  • Idea of sanitation evolves over time after/during war.

Union

  • Dorothea Dix
    • makes reform in how to care for troops
    • superintendent of female nurses in [U] army
  • Clara Barton
    • Starts American Red Cross
  • To be a nurse for [U]=plain to the point of homely, very modest
  • U.S. Sanitary Commission
    • Job was to raise money to improve living conditions of soldiers
    • Raise millions of dollars

Confederate

  • Nursing helps change perception of women in south
  • Revolutionizes how southern men see southern women
  • Women say, look at all we did for—saved your lives, sopped up your blood etcàgive us rights!
    • Can do anything
    • Played key roles

Overall

  • Play vital role
    • New technology etc

 

Supplying the Armies

South:

  • Intended to get $$ from GB, but [U] put up effective blockade
    • Prevented good cotton trade

1)     have graduated income tax

a)     whatever you makeàsome goes back to government

2)     10% of all produced cropsàgov’t of [C]

3)     started printing more money

a)     forced people to accept confederate $$ in exchange for supplies

North:

  • has more industry

1)     develops income tax

a)     income=$600-5000?à5%

b)     income= +$5000?à10%

2)     excise tax [$$ goes to gov’t]àon manufactured goods

a)     on food, tobacco, clothing, alcohol, railroad tickets

3)     protective tariffs

4)     increase factory production

5)     sell bonds

6)     greenbacksàpaper $$ not backed by precious metal, but backed by success of Union

 

Battle of Chancellorsville May 1, 1863

1)     [U]-Hooker, [C]-Stonewall, Lee

2)     Hooker feints to right flank of Lee’s line, around Fredericksburg

a)     Lee shifts to right

b)     Hooker moves troops to the left & comes from behindàoutflanks Lee

i)       Establishes position @ Chancellorsville, and gets more troops from Union HQ

3)     Lee sends Stonewall & 28,000 troops thru Wilderness to Hooker’s left flank

a)     Stonewall goes thru Wilderness during nightàconfusion etcèStonewall is shot by his own patrol

4)     Union is forced to retreat to Rappahannock River

a)     Stonewalls men are at left flank

b)     Lee is pushing from Fredericksburg

5)     Confederate Victory

a)     But Stonewall dies on Sunday

i)       Had left arm amputated, but didn’t help

ii)     Lee-“Jackson lost his left arm, but I have lost my right”

b)     Losses

i)       Union=17,000

ii)     Confederates=13,000

c)     Considered to be Lee’s best victory

i)       Outnumbered, has to divide troops

ii)     Manages to keep Fredericksburg and gain Chancellorsville despite odds

iii)   BUT he loses best general

 

Grant’s Seige @ Vicksburg

1)     May 15-July 4, 1863

2)     Why? It is the nail that is holding the [C] together

a)     [U] plan from the beginning was to split [C] into 3 parts

i)       north Virginia-working on it

ii)     eastern & western parts of south

3)     Vicksburg is fortified

4)     Grant already tried to take it in 1862, but failed

5)     Lays in for siege

a)     Skirmishes

b)     Cut off supply lines

c)     Wears down city

6)     Grant takes Vicksburg by July 4, 1863

7)     Pemberton & Joseph Johnston

8)     Results

a)     31,000 [C] troops surrender

i)       problem for [C] because they need all the troops possible because they already lack troops

b)     [U] really controls MS river

c)     [C] is divided


Saturday, April 23, 2005

Currently Playing
Rent (1996 Original Broadway Cast)
By Jonathan Larson, Jonathan Larson, Tim Weil, Jeff Potter, Anthony Jackson, Daniel A. Weiss, Ira Siegel, Kenny Brescia, Dominique Derasse, Steve Skinner
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God, i feel like absolute shit. Physically and emotionally. At the moment i feel like i'm going to throw up and im so exhausted...im not even going to the feis tomorrow :/ ; connecticut is too far a drive for the day before school. oh...yay...school. i can't wait -_- . wtf, why can't i just run away for two years then come back when all this fuckin crap is OVER. i can't even say everything i'm thinking right now because basically i feel like my life is one giant lie. But if it's all pretend, then why isnt it better?....i always thought that when you play make-believe as a kid, everything is perfect. Then why is life so damn messed up lately? Wow, i guess it must be real....hmm, an honest lie....how very paradoxical... Fabulous now my head hurts too. I think i'll go make friends w/ the Advil bottle @_@. peace

~EM~ 


Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Currently Playing
Emotive
By A Perfect Circle
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WOWZA lol yeah i havent updated in so long. waht can i say....hmm interesting things that ahve happened would be.....DC w/ my fellow crazy sophs....including the scandalous party night ^_~ lol and so many fun times other than that and memorable quotes and such....im not gunna write them all cause everyone who was involved remembers and ppl who werent wouldnt get it anyway lol. umm, what else....oh yeah X dance....kinda sucked and julia spilled all our Red Bull!!!! GRR!!! but um, the party time after that was fun....DDR and taking crazy pics until like 6 AM lol Yeah Tepp and Julia.   hmm what else... sneakin to xaverian w/ becky and sanya?? yeah fun fun, but not really much to tell there....just glad i didnt get caught lol hmmm

oh okay, so vacation as of yet.....over the weekend i went w/ the rents to visit my sis in NYC. that was pretty fun i guess.....we went to see RENT which was friggin amazing.....'cept the onstage orgy was a little awkward to watch w/ your dad sitting two seats away....lol  and then today, Andi, Claire, and I headed into Boston for the day.   i met them at the Common and then we got bagels and ate on the common...and then umm....i dunno we walked around boston for like, 6 hours going into all the different stores and trying on prom dresses....well prom for ANDI!!!!! -spazzes-.....and just fun times for me and claire lol but yeah it was fun...some cute guy took our picture for us too....his offer! lol, it was nice. and yeah we got some realllllllly funn pics of us in purty dresses too....or in hooch dresses lol. and then i caught a train home and andi and claire got there train.....and here i am! i wasnt even mugged!!! yay for me! haha well, anyway. i'm gunna upload the dress pics now i think, so i'll catch y'all lata. peace!

~EM~

and btw YAY FOR SHEL!!!!! OMFG IM SO HAPPY FOR YA!!!! LUV YA SO MUCH!!!! (im crashing your wedding party i hope ya know ^_~ lol)



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